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#1731459
Wyland2222
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OT I am just angry 
Ok gotta get this off my chest..............today a girl who was a very good friend of my youngest daughter, who was not my biological daughter but helped raise her from a very very young age, had the nerve to say to me...................wait back up, she is 31 her name is Barbara, she also lost a child 10 years ago and has a 4 year old daughter and a drug problem, and we have always, always supported her, done for her, treated her like our own daughter...................she says to me, no one cares what I am going through right now, no one can even say they know.........I said to her, yeah try saying that to papa (what she calls my husband) and she says to me, well he knows, and I said and I don’t? She said "she was not your biological daughter, so no is not the same"................she could not have done worse if she had stabbed me in the heart, she knows, knows how close my daughter and I were, biological or not..................I am so angry tonight I can’t even think straight.............here I am dreading tomorrow with all my heart and she throws that at me, yes I have 2 other children, a daughter how does not talk to me most of the time and a son who lives out of town and will just call and say Happy Mothers day, where if my youngest was here, well she would make sure the day was very special for me............and she is not.............and I hurt and I am angry at the whole world, angry as he++ right now..................I can not get what she said to me out of my head!!!!!!!!!!!! How dare she do that to me..............you have no idea what I have done for this girl, so much for her and this is what I get from her..................I am ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am empty!!!!!!!!!
Thank you, I had to vent and no I do not feel better, I feel worse.
Trish
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05/10/08 10:00pm
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#1731463
Dinkanber
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731459
OT I am just angry
What a horible person.Im sorry.i dont care if a child is bialogical or not its the love you have for it that matters.
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05/10/08 10:10pm
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#1731464
Dragon Lover
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731459
OT I am just angry
Oh Trish,
It doesn’t matter if she was your biological daughter or not. She was still your daughter. And the love is there. And the pain. And no, like you said in the other thread, it doesn’t get easier, and it doesn’t go away.
How dare anyone say that. Trish, she is not worth your energy. Let go of the anger and save your energy for something else, for the memory of your beautiful daughter. People like that are not worth it.
Love you lots,
Edel
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05/10/08 10:12pm
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#1731470
Deee_42
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Message To: Dragon Lover In reference to Message Id: 1731464
OT I am just angry
Very well said Edel...I agree...shes not worth the worry or the anger
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05/10/08 10:16pm
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#1731472
Wyland2222
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Message To: Dragon Lover In reference to Message Id: 1731464
OT I am just angry
Thank you all, it is just not that easy to let that anger go, because it has been with me for over 2 years, it comes and goes, I can’t control it, and yes she is not worth my time or thoughts, and yes Amy IS my daughter and always will be, funny thing is that when they were younger everyone thought Amy was my biological daughter and that Erika who is was my step daughter, used to make Erika so mad, but now today she would not give a crap...........and that hurts too..........everything hurts tonight for me...........
Trish
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05/10/08 10:16pm
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#1731480
Link24
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731472
 OT I am just angry
awww I am so sorry I hope you be ok
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05/10/08 10:24pm
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#1731488
Wyland2222
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731472
OT I am just angry
I have to post this, was taken soon before she left us........
I love you Amy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mommy
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05/10/08 10:29pm
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#1731492
Yeroc62
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731472
OT I am just angry
Trish honey...Amy is your daughter...always was, always will be. The fact that you didn’t give birth to her doesn’t mean you love her any less. The important thing to remember is she knows you love her, and that love never ends. I have two step-sons that I love just as much as if I gave birth to them. I know all about the anger, I have a very hard time controlling mine when people make stupid a$$ comments to me to. Vent all you want....I know what you’re going through and how you’re feeling tonight...I’m in a bit of a funk myself
Big hugs,
Denise
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05/10/08 10:31pm
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#1731494
Deee_42
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Message To: Wyland2222 In reference to Message Id: 1731488
OT I am just angry
awwww...very nice pic of Amy & baby James
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05/10/08 10:31pm
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#1731501
Wyland2222
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Message To: Deee_42 In reference to Message Id: 1731494
OT I am just angry
Denise,
I know you are in the same shape as I am tonight and then to loose Victoria on top of it, talk about adding insult to injury.........it just keeps happening, things, people saying things..........stuff..........
I am a basket case right now, for you, for me, for anyone who has lost a child..........and having to hold it in, cause don’t want her husband who is living with us right now with her son, to see me loose it tonight........can’t upset him too, not fair...............
Trish
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05/10/08 10:37pm
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