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Tempestborn View Profile |
Occasionally it hits me
in the big cage is the tiny shape of a sleeping tortoise who will grow up to be bigger than me. at the moment, she weighs less than 2 ounces. she sits in the palm of my hand and bobs hello at me, knows her name, fears nothing, none of that scrunching-up-into-her-shell for penelope; she has things to do! my beautiful baby cyclura trusts me enough to let me put her food dish down in front of her, to lick an offering of honey off my finger, to allow me to pet her every time i open the cage--and hardly ever tries to make a break for it. the "giant" madagascar day gecko licks baby food off my finger every day and lets mommy "virtual" pet his tummy through the glass. the four-foot lizard who has the run of the place will sit frozen for an hour if i’ll pet her for that long, and a few extra minutes just to make sure i’m done, shares my shower and my bed, pottys on her paper and comes to me for her treat, and i have to remind myself: this is, technically, a wild animal. i sat on my porch this morning and watched my giant cat groom my chihuahua; it’s so sweet. persephone just bends her little head down and closes her eyes. my marty-dog can’t let me leave his sight--he’s beside me as i type--wherever i am is home, as far as he is concerned. my wild-caught african grey will shriek bloody murder if i try to touch him, but he’ll kiss me through his cage. my little african senegal will sit still to be zipped into my purse. his cagemate, my sun conure, will lay on her back while i scratch her belly--these are also, technically, wild animals. i consider these creatures to be a sacred trust. they’re fed before me, bathed before me; their needs come before mine in the budget, because they didn’t ask for me. i asked for them, and i promised to care for them, and they are completely dependent on me. if i ignored my wonderful tiny penelope in her cage, she couldn’t get out to get food or water on her own--my heart tightens to think of it. i can’t ever let myself think about something happening to her; i get too scared. as i sit here in the darkened room--we go to bed early around here--i feel a deep peace in my heart that only comes from them, a love for these children of my heart that is indescribable in its intensity, and an overwhelming awareness of the importance of my stewardship. and i can’t tell anybody but you. you’re the only ones who understand. "until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened." --anatole france good-night, jesse |
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| 07/25/12 09:27pm |
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Mrs.Bonsell View Profile |
Message To: Tempestborn In reference to Message Id: 2274576 Occasionally it hits me
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| 07/25/12 09:58pm |
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Curt1994 View Profile |
Message To: Mrs.Bonsell In reference to Message Id: 2274577 Occasionally it hits me
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| 07/25/12 10:18pm |
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Yayabel1 View Profile |
Message To: Curt1994 In reference to Message Id: 2274580 Occasionally it hits me
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| 07/25/12 11:22pm |
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Boxers4life View Profile |
Message To: Curt1994 In reference to Message Id: 2274580 Occasionally it hits me
Your message was beautiful Jesse, thank you for being who you are. |
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| 07/25/12 11:29pm |
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Tempestborn View Profile |
Message To: Boxers4life In reference to Message Id: 2274583 Occasionally it hits me
jesse |
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| 07/26/12 10:14am |
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Really View Profile |
Message To: Tempestborn In reference to Message Id: 2274604 Occasionally it hits me
I don’t have time to write more. I’m about to hit the road again... |
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| 07/26/12 10:58am |
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Audib30 View Profile |
Message To: Really In reference to Message Id: 2274606 Occasionally it hits me
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| 07/26/12 07:39pm |
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Dartplayer8t0 View Profile |
Message To: Tempestborn In reference to Message Id: 2274576
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| 07/27/12 10:10pm |
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Cphill58 View Profile |
Message To: Dartplayer8t0 In reference to Message Id: 2274742 Occasionally it hits me
Always a pleasure to read. PS , I hope all is well with Susan and Kismet...give her our best , we only catch a snippet here and there. I did hear that Kismet didn’t need surgery?? I hope that is still true. |
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| 07/28/12 05:12am |
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Olesen View Profile |
Message To: Cphill58 In reference to Message Id: 2274768 Occasionally it hits me
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| 07/28/12 11:54am |
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Tempestborn View Profile |
Message To: Olesen In reference to Message Id: 2274782 Occasionally it hits me
thank you for all the sweet compliments. i knew my forum friends would know exactly what i was talking about. jesse |
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| 07/28/12 12:20pm |
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